Today was a busy day it started with my morning workout which was way longer than i expected lol it's like I completely lost track of time,i did my weights then my run and before i knew it i was 90 min in......so i figured i better stop. Something just comes over me when i run i completely let myself go into all directions cause it's when i do all my thinking.
So i finished up, drank my shake while i watched my soap then i realized i needed to take my deposit to the bank,so i put on my shoes and clothes and walked up to the bank,it's in walking distance so why drive and waste gas when i can walk and burn calories?heheheh i'm always thinking about burning calories,i burn calories thinking about burning calories hahahahaah so anyway after my walk i wasen't done i hit the cabinets cleaned them out cause i hate clutter,things have to be in order it drives me NUTS,then i started on the garage which i will finish tomorrow cause toms tools are all over the place,he is such a pack rat ,it takes him forever to go through his stuff,when i get tired of asking i just do it myself and he doesn't even notice when i throw his stuff away cause he has so much junk lol.
So when i want something done i take it upon myself to do it,cause i hate things being messy.......well i think im done jabbering for tonight,im gonna finish my project im making for my brother,finish my cappi then go to bed cause the garage will be an all day thing plus i will have to get my run in...my exercise always comes first.
have a great healthy weekend everyone
BOSU
Well over the weekend I finally got my bosu,i have been wanting one for like ever but never got one cause they are kinda pricey and even if they are on sale...well needless to say it was on sale and a bit cheaper than that so i couldn't pass it up and tom said go ahead it will be one of your christmas presents,so i said ok.
Well let me tell you i hurt in places i didn't know exsisted,and for the most part i thought i was getting alot of places with squats and lunges well let me tell you not a shot hehehehe,i have been doing the basic stuff it came with a dvd and im gonna watch it tonight cause of course there is nothing on during summer time tv,i havent really done alot of core on it yet,but you work it anyway by trying to balance yourself doing the other exercises lol but i love it alot i am so glad i got it........so i think my workout room is pretty much equiped with the stuff you see at the gym except fot the other big machines which is no big deal cause i only use the treadmill there anyway.......i like free weights,bands and balls the best, some machines at the gym i use for my legs only when i wanna switch things up cause when i run i use alot of muscle anyway.......so i just wanted to tell everyone who was thinking about getting a bosu go ahead and get it it's so worth the money.....
I hope everyone has a nice healthy week
Well let me tell you i hurt in places i didn't know exsisted,and for the most part i thought i was getting alot of places with squats and lunges well let me tell you not a shot hehehehe,i have been doing the basic stuff it came with a dvd and im gonna watch it tonight cause of course there is nothing on during summer time tv,i havent really done alot of core on it yet,but you work it anyway by trying to balance yourself doing the other exercises lol but i love it alot i am so glad i got it........so i think my workout room is pretty much equiped with the stuff you see at the gym except fot the other big machines which is no big deal cause i only use the treadmill there anyway.......i like free weights,bands and balls the best, some machines at the gym i use for my legs only when i wanna switch things up cause when i run i use alot of muscle anyway.......so i just wanted to tell everyone who was thinking about getting a bosu go ahead and get it it's so worth the money.....
I hope everyone has a nice healthy week
FOR MY SANITY
Well i have done alot of thinking today about my life,and come to the conclusion that i have to stop wondering about everything,analyzing it thinking did this happen because of this or because of that,what if i did this or said that would it have changed the outcome.
I have always thought that when someone did something it was because of me,thinking i said or done something to make them mad at me,i have always taken things to heart,i take things very personally,don't know why i do but i am working on it.........maybe because so many people have shit on me,i dont trust them and everytime someone says something i always second guess them in my mind thinking are they telling me the truth or am i just being gullable?
Needless to say i think deep down i don't trust anyone but myself........i think honesty is the best key,if its hurtful i would rather hear it then going around the bush or telling me what they think i wanna hear..............the smallest little things like that hurt my feelings,wish they didn't but they do.
Sometimes i wonder if it's all worth it......the feeling of hurt is the worse pain in the whole entire world,you can talk about the hurt and what bothers you,but it doesn't always mean you get the answers your looking for,rather it be them spareing your feelings or just plain lieing to you...so either way your screwed,cause you don't know if your getting the truth or not,or your mind having you overanalyzing everything,and having you just wondering.
I wish i can just blirt everything out but i can't cause it would hurt alot of people and that's not what i am about,just writing it helps alot of the frustration,so i will avoid the hurtful things and the truth would only be denied anyway by the way of excuses or putting the stuff on me so this way saves alot of anger and frustration.So needless to say this summer i am gonna work on me,not taking things so personal,no ASS kissing and no over analyzing....take things with a grain of salt.
I just feel somethimes like the way people feel about me is out of sight out of mind,well i think i am done and i dont wanna keep talking in circles,but i feel like a million pounds has been lifted off my shoulders...
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
I have always thought that when someone did something it was because of me,thinking i said or done something to make them mad at me,i have always taken things to heart,i take things very personally,don't know why i do but i am working on it.........maybe because so many people have shit on me,i dont trust them and everytime someone says something i always second guess them in my mind thinking are they telling me the truth or am i just being gullable?
Needless to say i think deep down i don't trust anyone but myself........i think honesty is the best key,if its hurtful i would rather hear it then going around the bush or telling me what they think i wanna hear..............the smallest little things like that hurt my feelings,wish they didn't but they do.
Sometimes i wonder if it's all worth it......the feeling of hurt is the worse pain in the whole entire world,you can talk about the hurt and what bothers you,but it doesn't always mean you get the answers your looking for,rather it be them spareing your feelings or just plain lieing to you...so either way your screwed,cause you don't know if your getting the truth or not,or your mind having you overanalyzing everything,and having you just wondering.
I wish i can just blirt everything out but i can't cause it would hurt alot of people and that's not what i am about,just writing it helps alot of the frustration,so i will avoid the hurtful things and the truth would only be denied anyway by the way of excuses or putting the stuff on me so this way saves alot of anger and frustration.So needless to say this summer i am gonna work on me,not taking things so personal,no ASS kissing and no over analyzing....take things with a grain of salt.
I just feel somethimes like the way people feel about me is out of sight out of mind,well i think i am done and i dont wanna keep talking in circles,but i feel like a million pounds has been lifted off my shoulders...
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
TONIGHTS PLANS
Well it's storming so there is no directv so i will watch a couple of movies that i rented and just chill out.......and that's all she wrote for me
