Hey guys i was on a bike ride this morning and it hit me as i passed these 2 girls they were fit and thin wearing cute outfits,I just want to know what it feels like to be fit and thin,I wanna wear cute outfits where while im walking or running the shorts dont ride up my legs and hip part dont ride up to my waist cause my fat forces those things to happen, one day i will wear a sports bra and cute shorts but
I guess one I have to be comfortable in my own skin and dont look hidious in the clothes but IT MIGHT NOT BE TODAY,TOMORROW,OR NEXT WEEK (but hopefully by the time im 40 and thats only 2 yrs away)BUT I WILL GET THERE.
I want to be one of those fit girls who can buy cute things and look good in them,
I just want to know what it feels like to be thin and fit,but as i was doing tummy tucks not surgery lol moves for the abs hehe and when my fat was moving it was actually hurting and when that reality happens it hits me will i ever get there? ONE DAY
p.s. this blog is not meant to upset any girls who work hard for their bodies and experience those kinds of things im just posting my thoughts of what im feeling right now.
Thanks guys for all your support xoxox
Jenn
Just guuuurrrr
Hey guys hope you all are having a great saturday,I thought mine was gonna start off to a great one ..I was back into my 3 aday workouts and my food was right on target,so I was actually looking forward to stepping on the scale so I got up went and stepped on and closed my eyes and when i heard the beep I opened and my heart just sunk to my feet it felt like my eyes were still closed,cause there was a big goose egg ele zilcho.
Then the mentality set in I started thinking im taking the day off cause im physically tired anyway so what the heck,then i decided im not gonna let the old to take back over so after my lunch i went on a 6mi bike ride...
Its just one of those things that i start running through my mind is that i have picked up my cardio and strength training again so am i building muscle? holding fluid?my body tired and wanting a break?all those questions and more I keep asking myself and I should know cause I am so intune with my body I really pay attention to it so why an I being stubborn and trying to find a different answer when I already know it.
Because normally m body like to build muscle first then likes to release the fat not sure why but i know when i start adding biking to my cardio it likes to build up my legs before it lets fat go its good but for the scale days its not so good cause we all know when trying to lose weight we want to see the number go down and when that happens the inches go as well,but me its like if the scale doesnt move the inches dont either,so frustrating ,but Im determined to keep going and not met it get me down tomorrows sunday and I am gonna take a rest day to rest mind and body cuse they both need to be on the same page.. so by doing that I can plan my meals for the upcoming week and prepare them cause its so much easier when all you have to do is re heat,so I think its enough rambling for now I hope you all enjoy the rest of your weekend and are hitting your cardio hard and eating as clean as possible.
I want to thank all my TONE IT UP GIRLS for all your love and support because I couldnt do it without you,anytime Im stuck,struggling or have a ton of questions you all are always there for me and I hope I dont get on your nerves with all the questions cause i always ask alot when i dont understand something or if im starting something new cause i have a tendency to mess it up.
So just know that I love and appreciate you all so much i cant and dont want to do it without you all.
MUCH LOVE,JENN
Then the mentality set in I started thinking im taking the day off cause im physically tired anyway so what the heck,then i decided im not gonna let the old to take back over so after my lunch i went on a 6mi bike ride...
Its just one of those things that i start running through my mind is that i have picked up my cardio and strength training again so am i building muscle? holding fluid?my body tired and wanting a break?all those questions and more I keep asking myself and I should know cause I am so intune with my body I really pay attention to it so why an I being stubborn and trying to find a different answer when I already know it.
Because normally m body like to build muscle first then likes to release the fat not sure why but i know when i start adding biking to my cardio it likes to build up my legs before it lets fat go its good but for the scale days its not so good cause we all know when trying to lose weight we want to see the number go down and when that happens the inches go as well,but me its like if the scale doesnt move the inches dont either,so frustrating ,but Im determined to keep going and not met it get me down tomorrows sunday and I am gonna take a rest day to rest mind and body cuse they both need to be on the same page.. so by doing that I can plan my meals for the upcoming week and prepare them cause its so much easier when all you have to do is re heat,so I think its enough rambling for now I hope you all enjoy the rest of your weekend and are hitting your cardio hard and eating as clean as possible.
I want to thank all my TONE IT UP GIRLS for all your love and support because I couldnt do it without you,anytime Im stuck,struggling or have a ton of questions you all are always there for me and I hope I dont get on your nerves with all the questions cause i always ask alot when i dont understand something or if im starting something new cause i have a tendency to mess it up.
So just know that I love and appreciate you all so much i cant and dont want to do it without you all.
MUCH LOVE,JENN
